In my Dreams.

There are no words to convey how you feel

That screaming incessant noise coming from deep inside of you

Where the tears that flow fall faster and faster, fast and hysterical

Everything seems such a chore, suddenly everything is harder than it once was

Somehow you know though deep down that everything will be okay because.





Have you ever taken a look around and wondered what you were doing

Decided to take that leap of faith and just believe

In dreams, in reality, in everything that lies in between

Why does everything have to be so complicated

Is this some sort of surreal game?

Full of rollercoasters, of ups and downs, and heights and fast trains

So tired, my eyes feal weak, not used to this reality, or is this a dream

Are my eyes playing tricks on me, is my vision blurred

Perhaps I can fly, Perhaps I am a bird





Find your totem, spin it around, is it spinning is there gravity is it on the ground

Suddenly you fall, beyond these four walls, into darkness from a great height found

Are you really here, or are you just a distant memory, why arent you with me

I just want to be with you in my dreams.



Whirlwind of complexity, a big hole fills the pool that deepens

That breaks the heart, that comes to life, that defines deep lines

Suddenly feel like sleepless in seattle

Swishing swirling movement, heart beating faster every moment

Wait I cant find you where did you go?

Searching through the rubble faster and faster, screams of help let me go

In panic, in flustering, scrabbling of rubble beneath flimsy hands of echoey breezes

I find you, your okay your safe, I hold you close, your with me, but only in my dreams.



Reality hits you as you wake, shes gone, disappeared without a trace,

Then the rocking motion begins and a fire of guilt burns deep within

For something you lost, something you can never have again

Now all that remains is her memory, your guilt

For not being able to saver her to revive her again.